Yesterday was the 6 year anniversary of my mom's death.
It was good. I spent time with my family and we talked and laughed.
We enjoyed being together and we remembered.

But sadly, my big dog died very suddenly.
I haven't cried that hard in a long time.
My heart aches, I will miss that bear so much.
So to honor and remember him, I made him this quick video.
I love you Bruno. <3

This photo is a recent find. It's from the end days. (Note the hydrangeas and coconut cake.) 

Those sea foam eyes look tired. 

My mama is beautiful here. While most probably see a sick woman, I see an accomplished artist who made a difference in the lives of her students. A daughter whom her father loved dearly and instilled everything he loved within her. A friend, who trekked the mountains and charged the waters and found her way home by the stars. A cancer survivor who fought for 6 more years when she was only given 2 months. I see a wife and a mom who loved her family with everything she ever had. 

My beautiful mama. 

Today marks her 6th year since she was called Home.

I love you mom.

My favorite patient passed away today. Even at the very end she was coherent and aware. 

The last words I said to her were, "I love you." And her last words to me were, "I love you too."

Goodbye sweet friend, you taught me so much in these two short years together. 

About living and dying, patience and acceptance, forgiveness and love. 

I miss you so much already. My heart literally aches, but knowing you are in a much better place helps.

Know that you will have a special place in my heart, always.